feelin pouty and sorry for myself

Crap.

Can't get motivated.

So pissy.

Stuck with more than a messy house and dirty dishes and laundry and two dogs to take care of.

Stuck with a mountain of organizational "catch up" that nobody seems to "notice" but me. Frustrating.

I thought I would really appreciate a week alone to get stuff done. The week is half over and I'm too frustrated to do anything. I feel bummed he's off having fun and I'm not. I tried to make up for it shopping a bit, but I don't feel better.

I think some of it is likely the emotional crap with fsil and S. Stupid crap nobody should have to deal with.

I'm just spent. Bleh.